fun. release. scared.   October 17, 2008

yep, that would be me, all in one day!
scheduled my surgery today.
since i had an abo exchange with our dd, i need to bank some blood.
spent the morning cleaning my house, felt GREAT!
like a weight has been lifted, now to spend all the free time i have with my family.
just in case. something were to happen during surgery.
it is OK to be scared.
went through all of that.
and then, had an absolute blast with my mom tonight, after a day of cleaning, hugs from my girls [who did amazingly well at swim lessons this afternoon], helping at emi’s school, did my monthly session at dream dinners, and created a halloween costume for my emi girl, who cannot wait to rock it at her friend’s party tomorrow:) we had a blast, creating a super fun gift for my dear friend’s baby shower this weekend!!!
i love you mom.
i love you dh.
i love you emiko.
i love you mari.
i love you dad, for helping me make decisions this past week, especially.
i love you gfs, you know who you are!